American life has become normal to me again since I have been back for over three weeks now. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t constantly think of my times in Burkina. Grocery shopping- there are so many choices! Driving- very uninteresting without having to weave around road hazards and stray dogs. Conversation- straightforward and effortless now that it is my own language! My feet no longer are red at the end of the day (from the dirt) and I don’t have to worry about where I am getting my drinking water from. If I eat a meal outside there aren’t flies swarming and I can count on my internet connection to last long enough to send more than one e-mail. These are all differences that I never thought of when I went to Burkina, and differences that I got used to. But these differences made me realize that living life in another culture is sometimes difficult merely because it is not familiar.
I am so amazed looking back at how perfectly my trip to Burkina was molded. From the time I e-mailed Dr. Kohol about the possibility of working with him this summer to the time I stepped back into the Indianapolis Airport I was confident that this was where God wanted me to be. I had some doubts, frustrations, and times I felt useless along the way, but all of these quickly dissolved from various encouragements from other people and from God. It was so rewarding to have patients ask me if I would be coming back to work the next morning; they wanted me to help them even though I couldn’t communicate with them very well!
I miss my African family and the kisses and hugs from my sisters there. I miss the simplicity of life and the hum of motorbikes driving by. I miss fresh juicy mangoes and fried plantanes. So do I want to go back? I am willing. There are lots of reasons I would say yes, but now more reasons I would say no after knowing what it is really like. If Jesus has the path of my life paved towards Burkina, I’ll follow it in a second. But its not as easy as I originally thought.
Thanks again for encouraging me and praying for me. If you think of Burkina, please pray and remember the Kohols and the clinic as there are always daily struggles.